Badly Affected ...
Thursday, July 31, 200810:24 PM
ok ... i found back my Handphone stripe !!
yay !!!!
just when i was telling myself tt no more
bad mood ... something tt is inside my brain
just cant be wipe off ...
i am realli affected ... badly affected !!!
i dun wish to talk abt it anymore ...
realli tired of it ...
ever since i quit my modus job ...
my mood hasn't been very good ...
my dramatic life is never ending ...
when can i ever get my SIMPLE life back ??!!
dunnoe is it due to this drastic change of mood ..
my meals started to get irregular ...
FYI ... i have been skipping breakfast ...
i noe huiz they all must be abt to scold me liao lolx
i know breakfast is very impt ...
but i just dun feel like eating ...
and the amt of food i am taking ...
is getting lesser as the days pass by ...
sometimes when i feel very full ..
i feel like vomitting .. or rather my
stomach will give me some signal lolx !!
shit !! realli very shitty !!
if this carry on ... i scared i will tio eating
disorder ...
i think all i need now is a break ...
a BREAK away from this dramatic life ...
a BREAK away from the unreasonable people...
a BREAK away from those who are not understanding ...
a BREAK away from EVERYTHING !!!
[[ShiRu]]