Chapter 4 part 2 - Life is getting more n more meaningless
Saturday, September 16, 20069:43 PM
here i am blogging part 2 of the day ...for part 1 pls refer to the post below ... oh man !! today sux la !!!lucky i met marcus there ... if not i will once agn suffer from boredom oh yah !! there is this guy ... kaoz ...look si bei nerd la !!!i cannot stop luff when i saw him !! wahahaha ... okie ... i admit ... i am bad lolx !!n the people there was not bad ... they treat me quite well ... there is this guy ... hmmm not bad lookingat least he is far more better looking than some of the guys in marketing ... hahahathen today sales was real pathetic ...i onli managed to sell ONE mp3 onli !! hahahathe rest of my time .. i am juz standing there torot lor ... wad to do ... nobody buy from me !!!most customers is juz come look look onli lor ...if buy ... they go for brand more !! see ... i'm sure i told many of u liao ... people onli go for BRAND !!!they shld let us do a proposal onhow to increase their brand awarenessinstead lor !! wtf !! put us at courts to do sales ... as if will help in gaining their awareness ..haiz .... sadded la ... end work at 9pm ... coz last min quite a lot of customers come inthough not buying mp3 from me ... butat least have to stay awhile ... if not they sayi lazy ... see so many people run away ... n also wait for marcus lor ... since he is thereto entertain me for the whole day ... lolx !!then after work ... call huiz ... ask herwhere is she ... izzit still with they all ...then she say yah ... actualli tot of gg down to look for them one ... but they say i tml workingbetter dun come ... then sua lor ... dun go lor ...so i took a bus home ... anyway .. i think they mustbe enjoying there ... haizzzzzzz ... too bad .. i cant join in the fun ... who ask me suay ... posted to such company ... HAIYAHHHHH !!! LIFE IS GETTING MORE N MORE MEANINGLESS FOR ME LE LAH !!!i totalli got no life now !!!! no friends to be with ...even my mum is having her KTV sessionwith her friends ... n wad am i doing now ??watching TV ... haiz ..... i think one day ... i will got no topics to tok to them =(( haizzzz ... very soon ...all my friends wun noe the existence of me !!all tis is coz of SIP !!! coz i can't possibly call themevery single day !! my bill will increase !!! i am not tt rich to do increase my bill any further ...haizzzzzzzzzz =((hao bahz ... tt's the end ... i think no one can cheer me up now ...no use trying to cheer me up by juzasking me to think positive ...i told myself every single day to be positive !!but still i find it meaningless for myself ...i think i wun be able to have a good life till 1.12.2006 forget it people ... u guys have spend a lot of time cheering me up le no use one ... coz u guys realli cannot understand how i feeling now ... on the day of SIP launch ... ur LOtold u is a 9 to 6 job for weekdays, 9 to 1 job for saturday n sunday off ...and on the day of SIP ... u are suddenly told tt u are to send out to do sales ...how would u feel ?? for me ... tt day i totalli cannot take it lori almost cried out ... but i did cried la ...but i cried secretly ... which nobody noes ...coz i think people will find me stupid cryingover such stuff ... forget it ... i think u all wun understand ...i'm gonna end here ... stay tune for more chapters ... see if i will get a better life in the future chapters of my life ... [[ sHi rU ]]